The Sci Fi Channel is killing me . . .

Tonight, it is six hours of Merlin. Tuesday, it is six hours of DUNE. How's a girl supposed to get any writing done with all of these great shows on this week?

This is a week that will test my dicipline and ingenuity. Tomorrow night is softball and baseball so it will be well after 9 pm before I can even get started. I will need to finish issues 75, 76, and 77 to stay on track with the serial.

I spend hours searching for the perfect routine, schedule, ritual or whatever you want to call it, to fit my writing into my day. I analyze, re-define, start over and end up frustrated and behind schedule. THERE IS NO SUCH THING.

The fortitude is within me, I know this, but no matter how deep I look, it is beyond just my reach. Sometimes I feel it, brimming at the edge of some unknown wall but when I can almost touch it, it disappears. I equate this to the right side of my brain trying to take over the left side of my brain and the two sides just keep fighting and I can't concentrate.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this but it does feel better just getting it out.

I'll keep you posted.

BK